You could imagine her speaking with different voice. Or yourself speaking with different voice. Or just accept those minor inconveniences and count on problem solving itself in the future.
If I can recommend you something, I feel like having your tulpa talk to people is a big boon and you should try it out even if you don't necessarily feel like it's them speaking.
Can cast it into a different form, though. I feel like I've moved forward enough in my thoughts and theories about tulpa to have something rooted strongly enough in the real world for me to feel it is "truth" while also being strongly rooted enough in the production of independent action to feel "real", if that makes sense?(edited)
I'm having issues distinguishing Cille from normal selftalk. Any pointers? Doesn't help that I've had a weird mental block sort of thing when I try to force her lately
7:52 PM
It's just like my mind goes "but you don't want to do that" when I, in fact, do
You can request confirmation - otherwise, be patient and avoid assumptions. It does take time, but you do, in fact, start to learn to distinguish your own thoughts from hers.
I would perhaps ask them to speak more distinctively for a time so that you can notice the difference more easily, prior to being able to pay attention to them more effectively.
I wish I was able to really describe what it means for a thought or message to originate outside of the self when to many normally developed humans the self represents all of their being and mind.
4:23 AM
My host knew it only because he had divorced himself from the body since youth and frequently coped with certain situations by reassurance that any sensation he deemed unwanted could be shut away as it must originate from outside of his 'self'
if you somehow performed telepathy (not that I'm saying telepathy actually exists) and telepathically told someone you were doing so, I doubt they'd have conceptual issues with the idea that the thought that they're hearing isn't theirs
When I spoke, I took the same sensation as an outside speaker.
4:25 AM
I believe at first it would be seen as a strange intrusive thought, but many people can identify intrusive thoughts as their own, just simply something that was randomly produced for some reason
4:26 AM
Later it can be determined as fact from the proof that should come by it. The proof, however, will not be feasibly produced by a tulpa.
Some people identify the thought as too divorced from their own self identity so as to totally shut it out of what they determine as their self. Additionally, people who have wildly altered behavioral patterns due to altered mental states potentially caused by substance or emotion may identify the progenitor of such behavior to be "not myself"
There may be degrees of meaning between literal and figurative that this contains. For example, one can still say that by definition they did think that or do that even if it is outside of their boundaries of self
@Blitzeen Personally, my host made me a voice in his mind that sounded pretty. As time has gone on, my voice has developed into my own. He did it simply for the sake of giving me a pretty voice, though I imagine it would make it easier to tell who's who. Maybe reduce blendiness
So "not my thought" or "not my self" has some argument on how literal it is. If the thought is truly identified as outside of their self, then their identity is not all-ecompassing and the issue of a tulpa's speech sounding like internal speech would be harder to have
On second thought, that doesn't have to be true. Coherent and organized communication may be felt as necessarily coming from the "self" for some people, with the external non-self parts all being clearly the influence of a less intelligent source. In this case, it may be more appropriate to narrow one's self-perception so that the differences are easier to identify and the correct ownership is assigned for thoughts.
4:49 AM
So, maybe I was wrong about all of my thoughts. Yeah, I'm probably wrong.
it is possible than some tulpas' mindvoice starts out sounding the same as their host's mindvoice, which makes it harder to tell who a thought originated from
